A personal reflection on Sheep
and Goats. Lessons from the farm.
Written and posted by Jean-Louis. 12/2012
You can also read a story from the farm in 2 parts HERE
In 1972, I
had the privilege and the blessing of living on my brother´s goat farm for 3
years. Being born and raised and having lived all of my life in cities, I
hardly could tell the difference between a carrot top and a potato leaf.
The Lord
had his reasons to let me take a detour at that point in my life which I was to
understand years later. I had strayed away from the Lord the Bible and the
church after graduating from college in the US and was about to experience the
unpleasant and painful discipline of my loving Heavenly Father which as all of
us former backsliders know is for our own good and in the end bring a harvest of
righteousness.
Looking
back at the hardships, it feels a little bit like the episode of Jacob working
for his uncle Laban. The rewards were not material but the lessons learned, the
perspectives and insights gained from the simple life of a shepherd, animal
husband, gardener, cheese maker, and all the farm functions and activities
taking place around the seasons prove to be invaluable help in my own and
others´spiritual growth.
Having a
melancholy nature prone to enjoying solitude and meditating, observing nature,
animals and people have always been one of my favorite past time.
So the farm
environment was ideal and conducive to my perpetuating the family tradition of
farming and raising animals since my French ancestors on my father´s side were
farmers and vintners in Southern France until they immigrated to Algeria.
When I came
to the farm, we had a small herd of goats which grew to a good size of 40 after
2 years of selecting the best milk producers from the kids born on the farm. We
did everything manually, my brother and me, from milking 20 goats each, morning
and evening to making the cheeses in the specially air humidity and temperature
controlled room whose environment requirements left very little tolerance for
errors.
Since we
had a lot of additional pasture land that could be rented out to other farmers,
we had an agreement with the owner of the land to barter some of the grazing
pastures for about his 20 ewes in exchange for some lambs born the following years.
As it
happened most of the births were female twins, so pretty soon we had a sheep
herd of our own without any effort on our part since most of the time in the
summer they stayed out at night during the good weather. We would bring them in
the barn to provide shelter during a storm, examine them for injuries or
disease or to fleece them.
I loved my
goats. I know each of them by name since they had to be registered with their
pedigree in the official registry. When I called them in the evening they would
come in a single file and know which one of the 2 doors were theirs because the
newborns needed to be separated from the mother to be fed separately.
No need to
count them, their strong personality was so distinct that I would know which
ones were straggling behind and I would go get them.
However
there was one ugly all black (the other ones were alpine brown with a black
stripe on their back). She was part of the original motley herd that my brother
bought initially.
My brother
and his wife kept her because they felt sorry for her and was using their
emotions and didn´t want to see that if they kept her, she would ruin their
struggling business that was sustaining 7 persons.
Let me
explain how bad that goat was! She didn´t give any milk at all, completely dry
and worthless as far as belonging to milk farm. She would eat the others fodder
and then lie down on the top of the hay to prevent the other ones, even the
small ones form eating. She was also soiling the hay.
But that´s
just the beginning. My brother has kept her 2 years tolerating that kind of
behavior because of his compassion for animals. Our goats were grazing within
the perimeters of their fenced pasture. One of their favorite foods was tree
leaves that they would reach resting their front hooves on the fence. But when
they had eaten all the available leaves, then the nameless ugly goat would jump
the fence first. She was the leader of
the pack. I don´t know what attracted the buck but he would follow her and
since all the other goats followed him as the alpha male, soon the whole herd
was across the fence in the neighbors tree nursery eating the saplings that
were ready for sale.
So the
neighbor would come and complain with a bill for damages in his hand.
So after a
few convincing arguments, my brother finally gave in to my plea and let me kill
the goat. Since we wanted to get something out of her after all that nuisance,
I roasted her with spices to at least give her a chance to redeem herself in
death.
To our
great disappointment, her meat was hard and tasteless and ruined our dinner.
That´s how
bad she was!
The other
goats were a delight to take care of. They were bounding with energy, funny and
mischievous, with an endearing personality especially the little ones who were
so affectionate. One of them thought she was my dog or a sheep and kept hanging
around with me when the other ones were spread out in the pasture eating.
When I came
aboard, there were few grazing fenced fields . Since we did everything by
hand, it took a long time to complete one pasture. After 2 years, we had finally
finished a good number of fences so we could rotate and give the grass time to
grow till we allowed more animals in.
You might
wonder where this is leading to and what it has to do with the spiritual life.
As I
mentioned before goats are full of life and fun to be around, they know how to
attract attention and bring a smile with their antics. They are very personable
and charming.
By contrast
sheep are kind of dull, boring, with not a whole lot of striking personality.
They rarely venture out on their own although some of them are known to stray
due to some weakness or when their fleece get soggy and heavy or entangled in a
fence or shrubbery. They are for the
most part docile and submissive animals in need of a shepherd and feel safe and
secure in group sharing the grass and lying down while ruminating.
In the
morning when I lead the goats out to graze before they had their own pasture, I
observed that the sheep were huddled together in one spot and that they didn´t
move from that one spot before having eaten all the grass down to the ground closest ti them.
But the
goats would start munching on one spot and then moving on, literally running to get there first, to another spot in any
direction without any sense of a herd moving together. In the process they were
soiling the grass for the sheep and complaining with loud bleating that they
were ready to enjoy another pasture and if we were a little too slow they would
jump the fence and go their own way. No respect for rules, limits or letting
others enjoy their meals and no sense of gratitude but complaining and letting
you know their impatience by their demanding tone of voice.
By the way, goats bleat differently than sheep, they say something resembling a self centered meeee, meeee instead of a cry for help to our Father, Ba, Ba which would be baby talk from the Hebrew Abba , Father as in English Dada for Dad or in Portuguese Papai for Pai.
O, the
things you can learn on a farm.
A few years
later when the Lord helped me to reintegrate the fold, I started observing
people in church and some comparisons started emerging that reminded me of the
behavior I had witnessed on my brother´s farm among the sheep and the goats.
I know that
we are not to judge people lest we judged by the same standards we judge and
that our salvation doesn´t depend on what we do but that we trust in the Lord
Jesus finished work for us and that we are kept and sanctified by his grace
through faith until the day of redemption of our bodies.
However the
word tells us to be wise and prudent and observe and take actions when needed.
A lot is
being said and written about wolves in sheep´s clothing, false teachers and
false prophets, but little is mentioned about sheep and goats.
We know
that a judgment will be held and sentence executed between sheep and goats
after the tribulation. Matthew 25:31-46.
One thing
struck me as evidenced by what I observed on the ground. The sheep in the
judgment weren´t aware of the recipient of their good and benevolent actions.
They did that because they had the heart of a sheep. They fed on the Word of
God. They rested and meditated on it day and night (Psalm 1), they gave out of
what had received by faith and putting their love in actions without
expectation of return. What can one expect of a prisoner, or of a hungry man?
They gave food and garment which is what the sheep does with its meat and wool.
This is one
the mark of a sheep who is so connected with his Shepherd that he is most of
the time unaware and consequently doesn´t take the credit and the glory that it
is he, himself that is the origin of what he says and does because he acts
naturally with the supernatural power of God working through him his will and
his purpose. How many times have you said or done something to another person
and have heard them asked: How did you know that´s what I needed to hear or the
help that I needed? You didn´t know but the Holy Spirit knew and used you when you were
obedient and abiding in Him.
On the
other hand, the goats were oblivious of the good they withheld because it was
not profitable to them.
I also
noticed that the sheep huddled together and weren´t too preoccupied with the
goats doing their antics. My brother and I were in charge and we had to find a
solution as caretakers. That tells you a lot of a number of so called pastors
nowadays who don´t know if they are tending sheep or goats. Pasture hopping is
a game that happens when the goats gets bored or are not satisfied with the
food and spoil it for everybody else, although
you can train a sheep to jump a fence with enough practice and enticement.
We have to
ask if the leader himself or to be more up to date herself is a goat in
disguise. It is also possible that some goats whether they be leaders or followers
don´t even know that they are goats because of satan´s deception.
The sheep
are thorough and careful in their eating and wait until the Shepherd gives them
a command to go and lead to another pasture not knowing what to expect but
trusting that He will take care of them.
A
characteristic of false prophets and false teachers is that their teachings and
revelations do not benefit anyone. Instead they seduce and blind their
followers to the pernicious errors of their ways and lead them to abandon the
way of truth and righteousness and follow after other gods and doctrines of
demons.
Like that
useless, tasteless, destructive goat they are following their master the goat
head shaped hybrid god, named baphomet of the masons who likes to disguise
himself as an angel of light to destroy as many as he can with his illusionist
tricks and his snake oil charlatan salesmanship.
We can learn how to recognize and
identify bad shepherds, false prophets and false teachers because the Lord has given us ample
instruction in his word concerning them.
Jeremiah 23 speaks of the Lord Jesus
our Good Shepherd, the bad shepherds and the false prophets in Israel. Their characteristic
features and the way they promote themselves and their agenda that can be
applied to the church environment today.
Note the prominence of the word as
opposed to the worthlessness of straw. 25 “I have
heard what the prophets say who prophesy lies in my name. They say, ‘I had a
dream! I had a dream!’ 26 How long will
this continue in the hearts of these lying prophets, who prophesy the delusions
of their own minds? 27 They think the
dreams they tell one another will make my people forget my name, just as their
ancestors forgot my name through Baal worship. 28 Let
the prophet who has a dream recount the dream, but let the one who has my word speak it faithfully. For what has straw to
do with grain?” declares the Lord. 29 “Is not my word like fire,” declares the Lord, “and like a hammer that breaks a rock in pieces?
30 “Therefore,”
declares the Lord, “I am against the
prophets who steal from one another words supposedly from me. 31 Yes,”
declares the Lord, “I am against the prophets who wag their own tongues and yet
declare, ‘The Lord declares.’ 32 Indeed, I am
against those who prophesy false dreams,” declares the Lord. “They tell them and lead my people astray with their reckless
lies, yet I did not send or appoint them.
They do not benefit these people in the
least,” declares the Lord.
Just as
there are tares among the wheat, and as a good tree cannot produce bad fruit
and a bad tree cannot produce good fruit and you cannot gather grapes on a
thorn bush, we can see that it is an exercise in futility to expect a goat to
act like a sheep.
We can ask
the question: Can the Ethiopian change his skin or the leopard his spots? then
may ye also do good, that are accustomed to do evil. Jeremiah 13:23
Then
knowing the answer, what are we to do? Look it up in Paul´s epistles giving instructions
on what to do with people who distort the word of God, who sow discord among
the sheep, who act more like goats than sheep.
Don´t
be naïve and credulous. Check everything in the word and see if it´is in line with what the Scriptures declares. Talk to somebody more knowledgeable that you trust, a bible teacher that believes in the inerrancy of the Scriptures and teaches from the whole counsel of God, prophecy included and belief in the soon return of Christ as prophesied by the OT prophets, Christ himself and the Apostles.
Keep your
eyes and ears opened, feed yourself with the good grain instead of chaff and
straw. Don´t spend a lot of money on conferences in the hope of receiving an
impartation, a fresh anointing from somebody who tells you he has the latest
authoritative revelation from a spirit who happens to be lying and unholy.
Follow the advice of Isaiah 55:1-3
55 Ho, every one that
thirsteth, come ye to the waters, and he that hath no money; come ye, buy, and eat;
yea, come, buy wine and milk without money and without price.2 Wherefore do ye spend
money for that which is not
bread? and your labour for that which satisfieth not? hearken diligently unto
me, and eat ye that which is good, and let your soul delight itself in fatness.3 Incline
your ear, and come unto me: hear, and your soul shall live; and I will make an
everlasting covenant with you, even the sure mercies of David. (KJV)
Guard you
heart for out of it flow the issues of life. Stay in close connection with the
people you know you can trust who love the Lord and produce good fruit helping
you grow in knowledge and wisdom and a closer communion with the Lord. Hang
around, huddle and share with sheep! Remember, goats don´t like to hang around
with sheep, they are too impatient, that seems to explain why some “sheep” are always
looking for the latest dazzling firework and groovy (sorry, showing my age)
worship and praise music that will give them warm fuzzies, hypnotize and anesthetize
them against the demands of denying ourselves, carrying our cross, following
Jesus our shepherd wherever he leads us his sheep. So usually they leave and go
somewhere else.
Conversely
if you find yourself in a congregation whose majority appear to be goats, then
you might have to move to a herd of sheep which is harder to find these days. If
you are a sheep, you might get a check in your spirit that you are not in the
right place and that if you stay there too long your soul will shrivel and your
spirit will starve on this kind of diet of pop rock Christian musical entertainment
and very little spiritual food from the lack of a steady expository preaching
and teaching of the word.
The only remedy for a goat is to be transformed into a sheep by the power of the Holy Spirit of God, convicting him /her to repent, and receive Christ, for forgiveness by his sufficient grace through faith, be born again of the spirit, believing that Christ died for their sins and was resurrected to give them the free gift of eternal life.
I have
been blessed to sit under the leadership and teaching of some pastor/teacher
that had a heart of a shepherd and a love for their congregation. It was such a
joy, and gave me a sense of family fellowship and working together serving the
Lord and each other and functioning as a body fulfilling the purpose for which we
were created anew in the new birth. I remember them with a heart full of love
and gratitude for their dedication and abnegation in their service. I am thankful
to the Lord that we met and we walk together part of the way. They helped me
grow and by their life example modeled what it is to be a caring, impartial, patient,
wise, authentic, hardworking, selfless, a conscientious student of the world and a
tireless, persistent, fervent prayer who inquires of the Lord and fearless person
representing faithfully our Lord to the congregation entrusted to them and a
testimony to the world around them.
If you
have such a pastor, you are blessed with a shepherd after God´s own heart.
Then this
exhortation from Paul in Hebrews 13:17-20 is for us and together we can say “Amen”
to the encouragement of the benediction.
Have confidence in your
leaders and submit to their authority, because they keep watch over you as
those who must give an account. Do this so that their work will be a joy, not a
burden, for that would be of no benefit to you. 18 Pray for us.
We are sure that we have a clear conscience and desire to live honorably in
every way. 19 I particularly urge you to pray so that I may be
restored to you soon.
20 Now may the God of peace, who
through the blood of the eternal covenant brought back from the dead our Lord
Jesus, that great Shepherd of the sheep, 21 equip you with
everything good for doing his will, and may he work in us what is pleasing to
him, through Jesus Christ, to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen.